tired tired tired....whats this shit happiness all about?? if it really exists y cant i be happy for sometime?? y am i nt served the best atleast for a day?? y cant i be placed rightly with the right people?? y shudnt i be loved back?? i hate happiness....i run away from it...mirage...like something glittering...u want to get hold of it...but u cant...the more you try the more it runs away from you....but tiredlessly i keep trying...keep hoping for the dawn to come...keep waiting for the fresh breeze followed by the rain to drench me completely...to flood mee with happiness....